I am not bouncing back in fact I feel like I committed a crime, I hope this goes away soon. Living in UK has taught me a few things - even VIPs get fired or stand down for what I would consider not worth worrying about and I suppose it filters through to the way people think generally - Do No Wrong!
DH now tells me that the writing was on the wall, that my disenchantment with the place was obvious and it was only a matter of time. Oh dear.
I had the most horrific nightmare last night - so bad that I was too scared to go back to sleep. I was in Afghanistan, suspended under a tank with men being shot all around me but at the same time morphing into partly decomposed bodies and skeletons and even flattened body parts next to my face - totally horrific. I then jumped up - in the nightmare and I was in a cinema 'watching' these atrocities and I shouted please put the lights on I have to get out. I was then followed by about 50% of the audience. I think it may mean - I need to stand up for what I believe in. :)
This pic is of the sofa in the Grand Hall - the room people get married in! When I said something I was told 'what is wrong with it?' seriously not a word of a lie, I was then told that if I had grown up in a 'big country home' (in other words of a different class) I would understand that old was infinitely better than anything new! I don't get it - sorry and neither did the potential brides.